and still... locking up by the discovery channel....

http://www.cafeastrology.com/synastry/ascendant_northnode_aspects.html
When the Ascendant conjuncts the North Node or South Node in synastry, there is an immediate and powerful connection between two people. The relationship seems "meant to be" in some way, and you may have met under unusual circumstances. This represents a highly personal bond. It is not necessarily romantic by nature, but when it exists in the chemistry between romantic partners, there is a strong attachment to each other. This connection goes beyond physical attraction, as you explore, through each other, your own personalities. Neither of you much wants to let go of the other. If you were to separate and then meet again, there would be little "catching up" to do, as your connection is immediate and familiar. Was it your destiny to meet? Whether you believe in destiny or not, this relationship feels very meaningful to you both

and still... don't know the true meaning...

I'm now in discovery channel~

Venus in a partner’s fifth house

When your Venus is in your romantic (is it ok to be business?) partner’s fifth house, There is always a fresh, joyous quality to your love. Your partner has a playful sense of romance and enjoys sharing his or her creativity with you. When your relationship partner’s Venus is in your fifth house, romantic activities are likely to be a very important part of this relationship. You feel like taking risks by expressing and enjoying your romantic feelings.

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This is describing me! ar~

When we see personal planets, especially the Moon and Venus, involved in one or more quincunxes (or inconjuncts as they are sometimes called), we know the native has some problems with confidence. These people can easily become doormats, and allow themselves to be used or taken advantage of. Read our article on this aspect, the Quincunx, for more information on how to deal with these rather tricky aspects. When the ruler of the seventh house is involved in a quincunx, one can expect that this tendency to undervalue oneself, and perhaps be taken advantage of as a result, may be a theme in one-to-one partnerships.

Researching on Compostie Chart interpretation...

Interesting reaction.... But what does it mean?!!!

Love

I saw that, from the compostie chart.

I saw the love, and reticence.

I saw Venus in the 5th, where she fell into Pisces, squaring with Moon, Jupiter and Uranus... No doubt, that's love, purely.
I saw Venus trine Pluto and Saturn... No doubt, that's long last and with possessions, on both.
But there is huge block between the two as well.
The pluto and saturn conjunt, and rest at the 1st house, the last few degrees of Libra.
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and then I conclude it with the crushes on each other.........
I must be insane.

為啥…？

為啥偶在極度疲累時…才特別的手癢…？
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那種只想閉眼睡死的念頭與愛撫鍵盤的衝動啊…怪異又矛盾至極呀…